Hiya everyone

I guess if you are reading this i'm probably not around anymore, so i put this up to say goodbye to you all.

Thankyou, to all my friends, for being the brilliant people you are and for everything you've done for me. I really do appreciate each and every one of my friends, although in the short space of time i have right now, i couldn't come close to summing up what you all mean to me. I guess i couldn't say though, how much i appreciate you, if i had all the time in the world because words cannot express it.

Special thanks, i feel, should go to a few of my friends in particular.

Kelly- thankyou for always being a caring and decent friend, and for all the times you have helped me face my problems and look foward at tomorrow with an open mind and confidence

Jade- thanks for all the times you have cheered me up when i was down, given me someone to talk to and made me feel at least alive, when i needed it

Richard- Thanks for always looking out for me, helping me whenever you could and being the best friend you could be

Chris and Leigh- thanks for always cheering me up and bringing me to my feet when i was down

Sy- Thankyou for everything you have done for me, and i'm sorry it turned out the way it did

Imy- thankyou for cheering me up, giving me strength and giving me confidence

Beccy- thankyou for making me feel a bit better about myself when i was down

Meera- thanks for cheering me up and helping me

Ally- Thanks for just being yourself, and making morocco a little less lonely

Nessie- thankyou for all the times you helped me, when i was in difficulty

Claire and Harriet- thankyou for making me feel a little better about myself. You're both pretty quiet around people you dont know though, show some other people the great personalities you have shown me

Helen- i'm sorry

Nikky- i'm sorry

And my parents, without whom i wouldn't be here, or have been here. Thankyou for absolutely everything.

I wish you all the best of luck in the future, whatever tomorrow brings i'll be thinking about you from wherever i am, and all the the things you have done to help me.

Thankyou for being the brilliant people you all are, and making my life worth living.

I love you